Just today...

Today I got put on call. 

A blessing in disguise, because I woke up with

my back aching worse than it has been for

the past week.

I would really like to go hiking in Sedona (where I took the above photo...

Indian Paintbrush is my favorite wildflower), but 

I don't think my back is up to it. 

I am glad I'm home because a lot has been on my mind. 

I'm feeling un-sociable. 

I have been thinking about the past year and how my whole

life has changed. 

I think about my dad. I think about my job as a new nurse. I think

about the people whose friendships I lost

because I was a person changed by events in my life...

people who were too inconsiderate to see what I was going through.  

I think about the kindness from people who hardly

know me. 

Lots of change, some of it good and some of it bad. 

The most important thing is that I am letting go of the things in my life that no longer serve

me.